4.5.10

Yesterday...is me n my bii bii 1 month lu...en en...veli hapi ar...n i feel so happiness..hehe....veli different...hehe.....but...tis few day...her family already knw our relationship....she n her parents uncle aunty n her kpa argue...bcuz abt our relationship...i feel so ...i don knw how to explain...same like be4 n tat girl...><....i hate tis feel....but...i hope her family n cousin there..will approve our relationship...pls...god...i love her so much...if u wn me to leave her...its...veli veli veli hard...><....sometimes..i wil think she will love other boys....or she love me..jz wan to 4get her x...><...i reli reli scare abt tis ...bcuz,im not she....i don knw wt she thinking....i jz cn believe her...she jz love me 1...u tot...im tis  boy reli reli to easy believe abt tis?huhu...i admit...i cnt...but...i hv promis myself...i wn to believe her n trust her...so...i try my best in tis month...bee...u must +u...don lose ur ineer demon....hehe!!yeah!!i love you ..chong chia thian....hope we cn 2gether 4ever~^^...